Queen Titania
Senator
I hate all these awful Public 'I'm sorry's' too, despise them. They do what they are intended to do, halt any honest conversation and or exploration into the matter at hand by turning it ( any matter) into a sickly sentimental, falsifying the emotive by turning it on its head, self indulgent, slop, avoiding any possibility of intelligent inquiry.What does an apology Mean?
We see them all the time...apologies. some of them rise to the level of what we as societarians deem to be sincere others are dismissed out of hand simply as ploys to regain face. Does an apology do any good for anybody? Sometimes I don't think so.
While it is certainly an integral part of expected social mechanics sometimes I think apologies just make things worse. Take Josh Duggar for instance. Those who are of a conservative lean feel that though he was deeply offensive and wrong in his actions that he is sincere and repentant and therefore the apology seems like a good thing to them. Those who are of a decidedly anti-conservative lean just see the apology as part of the original offense and are even more incensed with the public offering of it.
What about for the person apologizing? Is it a self serving thing? Yes, at times I think it is. Still though there is something to be said for knocking an old woman down accidentally and then helping her back to her feet with profuse apologies.....though truthfully I think that is a completely different kind of Apology.
I have reached a point in my life where I have begun to question apologies and wonder if they help or hurt especially in high profile cases. A murderer who apologizes to a family for his past actions against their family member gets no legal benefit from it and in fact probably just gets the spit and fury of the family members he/she is talking to with the occasional exception of those who forgive openly. Maybe then it is worth something to somebody.
Additionally in pursuit of full disclosure I wonder at times if an apology is more of a bump in the road than it is anything else. If I truly hate somebody for something they did...or I did something to somebody because I truly hate them....does apologizing do anything to reveal the real motives, the current state of those motives and the likely intentions that may follow? Or.....does it simply mask them behind a cloak of time wasting false statements?
I"m not ready to say that we should abandon apologies....but I am ready to take another look at them.
JO