Poseidon Atlantis
Mayor
Well, I really am not interested in your work . Since my cancer treatment I have no sex drive - so a lush fantasy would , if anything be a bore.No - I am not letting you get away with this, not this time - a real friend, any of my friends would have laughed at my 'what's a few pots and pans?' - in fact any one who knows me in real life would have smiled - because they know I hate washing up and they know my humour, that often my posts hold my humour - but you instead called me a liar and a fantasist. Those are serious accusations to throw at a 'friend' - Maybe I was out of England for so long I've forgotten - Are they normal things to call a friend in England?
You then go on to say - out of nowhere - that my real fantasy is that I no longer work, at least that is what you seem to be saying. Perhaps it is your fantasy that I still have lots of clients - but it is not the reality of my life. I stopped working when Sunny needed constant care - and never really went back to work seriously again - after Sunny died I just took to my bed - I hardly left it for a year I was so distraught at the loss of my darlings - and so exhausted from so many troubled years - then I sat and thought 'what shall I do with the rest of my life, I can't be like this, just existing, it is unbearable' so I took to law - meanwhile it was a bit of an amature hour swan song for a bit - but working? I started at 9.30 am in Eng and finished when the phone stopped ringing ------------- working is not amature hour. In Belg the norm was that we opened at 1.30pm and closed at 3,00 am if no one was 'in' but often worked until 6.00 am -7.00 am seven days a week ------------- many boring hours waiting waiting waiting - but when we made money it was work - not for our pleasure but for theirs and the bigger their wallet the harder we worked for the next bottle of Champas or not 'cos they were sweet and easy and generous - or some tighfisted mean little old man who cried about his dead wife whilst pinching you in sensitive places took hours and hours to buy you even a second drink or the burn victims, cripples, a poor father who had to give his children back at the end of the week end and just wanted to sit in silence - and so on - you have no fu'cking idea Poseidon, stop pretending you do - and nor do I expect that anyone who didn't live in those old fashioned brothels could. Just as no one but a soldier knows their life.
So anyway, it seems that because I mentioned on here that I gave up work, which I have, but do not blast across all political discussions every time an occasional old faithful passes through my hands - 'I had a client, so sorry I lied - I haven't really given up working!' Should I give every detail of every encounter too, do you suppose? Would that satisfy? Twice this year I have seen the same fella and twice this year we chatted for a few hours - ok? happy? Or would you rather I made up a lovely lush fantasy for you?
Am I still on line? Yes ................ it would take a lot of effort to shut me down in every nook and cranny of the internet - my phone is off and e mails I answer still - Some of my clients and I still talk - so what? And I might take one when I have time - Is it anyones business to tell me that because I do not shout every fu'cking detail of every single second of my life on line I am a liar?
And this is written in public because you made it so --------- to so cheapen other people's lives on line and for what?
I cant even be bothered to take Viagra to generate the ability .
You have lived a very hard life , and, I cant pretend to understand what it was like.
What you have told me of it has, on occasion made me cry for you .
I wish you had talked to me before you went to Belgium - I feel that I let you down somehow.
I am sure that having a sink full off pots is something we all have from time to time !!
( well , unless you stick 'em in the oven of course) .
I was not actually referring to your clients - and a fantasy about dishwashers isn't that major.
You said that as Titania - you pull no punches and are not like you are in real life.
I think you may have said that as Poseidon I should do the same.
There is , and was no malice intended .